ABSURD - Mourning Soul

My days are grey like dead snow 
A fire's burning in my soul 
Why should I kneel lying in pain 
My death is real this day 

In solitude I could not tell 
Just my deepest sorrow 
All time thats left is freezing me 
I'm waiting for tomorrow 

The fire in my mourning soul 
Burns all my feelings to the ground 
And all my hope has gone away 
I simply will decay 

Of fallen mind I ran away 
Decay lies behind me 
On desert plains where I can see 
The northern light it blinds me 

No strength or hope to break the spell 
This curse that ties me down 
My mortal life runs out of me 
I'm dying on my own 

The fire in my mourning soul 
Burns all my feelings to the ground 
And all my hope has gone away 
I simply will decay